i’m in love with my best friend and you can’t ask for anything better than that - but, we both know the timing is wrong. so regardless of his feelings for me, we can’t be together cause we know it’s just not logical for us right now due to circumstances.
so obviously i should go out and meet other guys.
the other guy - we’re just friends cause he’s like leaving for London in 10 days. i don’t want to date him or be his boyfriend or anything - but i have such a great time with him that i sorta just wanna see him all the time. but also it’s taking a toll on my self esteem cause i just don’t feel like i’m attractive enough for him. it’s something so shallow but meh.
in other news, I love my new coworkers, and everything’s been great so far in that department - even though Moda is throwing a hissyfit. I’m actually really glad to be with LVMH.
i mean, one of the reasons i told him i couldn’t be with him right now was because i felt like i hadn’t gotten my career on track. maybe the next year i’ll just work on moving up that LVMH ladder, and then maybe i’ll have the time and stability for a real relationship.